all i need to do ish...

well here goes. being normal isnt wat people want from many. but come on they dont expect us to be A-B normal or anything rite. sometime its just so hard to keep things the way they are supposed to be. or somehow its just hard to be the same towards everyone. its like hello! i need to live my own life.and i cant keep smiling all the time.. and there comes few insects to irritate mua life. but sometimes insects make good tasty food to. well that's a whole different thing. well i just simpli hate the fact that there aint no trust inbetween. like hello!!! u've got to believe someone to survive right? well woke up today at 10.30 am.... lazed around .. using tha com... confused state of mind. its not like i am in misery or anything. simpli booredom makes me go wild and helpless. okai well there are loads of stuff which i gotta do . well first of all my bloody asknlearn hw... then sweep the floor. help to clean the house. coz my aunt and granny coming over to stay . that means hours and hours of non-stop sun tv.. hahax nolarx!! niways...lemme continue. supposed to complete chapter or unit 2 of every subject today!! clean up my room... set the bed for aunt... then come up with a whole list of things to buy for sch and for my own needs... i still wonder how much i can buy for $120.. agh... tat was like my birthday $$... now how.. i got no heart to spend it also... well clothings ... mum will handle it. and i will never ever go to viviocity to get stuff. its like extremeli i mean it extremeli big ......so lemme get back. i need all the diff color pens fer skewl(which partli my mum would pay for the impt colours..)(and the rest not necessary ones i hab to pay !!).... new skewl bag..(which i have to pay coz i change my bag at least more than 6 times a year!!)(and i hab too many bage but i still wanna buyone coz i aint satisfied with what i hab!! new matching hairclips and hairbands and hair-holding-rubber thingy(which i dunnoe who would pay probabli my mum cos its fer skewl !!)..... and a new pair of shoes(which my mum would pay) hahax.. then my mp4player. which i think i dunnoe whos goona pay... u see i got alot of expenditure.. nowhow.. i hate being cashless. haha.. inoe but what can i do with $120 .. haha.... oh yah and on the matter on things to do today . ive got to tune muy guitar which makes my life frustratin!!!! is so damn irritatin. tink i got hearing prob!!! argh.. tried doing it online!! but failed!! nvm... got an oragan at hme will try tuning it again with life telecast...well thats bout it for now. will continure mumbling ltr on alrite!!